To Julie:

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2019-11-01: es.pn Lowe: Ten things I like and don’t like, including KAT’s superstar push

2019-10-31: es.pn Redick arrives for Pelicans game as Lego character

2019-10-24: twitter.com

2019-10-20: I’m really struggling. I have no center. I’ve never felt further from you. I don’t know what the …

2019-10-20: theathletic.com In light of Zion’s injury concerns, perhaps the Knicks lucked out after all

2019-10-20: www.nytimes.com/2019/10/1…

2019-10-19: www.sbnation.com/2019/10/1…

2019-10-17: Thinking Out Loud on the radio. I cry every time.

2019-10-17: Uh, yes, FKJ Andrew Wiggins, there are. es.pn Wiggins: There’s not 100 players better than me …

2019-10-16: My bed is so cold and lonely without my person. I miss you in so many ways

2019-10-16: es.pn Inside LeBron James’ and Adam Silver’s make-or-break moments in China

2019-10-15: I miss you, so. I have so much I want to share with you. I need my person back.

2019-10-14: It feels like things are at a crucible moment. I hope so desperately to see you on your birthday. …

2019-10-12: es.pn Pena levels Frevola with flying knee

2019-10-11: I wonder if you read the emails I send. I hope you do and feel the love that’s behind them. I hope …

2019-10-10: There are times when I just because so upset. I have to breathe through those. I know you’re working …

2019-10-10: We could be spending so much time together right now. I’m glad you’re spending that time on you, and …

2019-10-09: I wish I was spending this day off with you

2019-10-09: FKJ Joel Embiid looked good tonight. I wish we’d watched together. I love and miss you so.

2019-10-07: Pre-season basketball on. Just watching it by myself and missing you like crazy.

2019-10-07: I wonder things. I wonder about your boys, about Harv. I wonder about your sleep. I wonder about …

2019-10-06: I just want our partnership back. I have so many thoughts and feelings and emotions. And I have so …

2019-10-05: On my way to New Hampshire for the weekend to watch my friend Dan attempt to run a half-marathon. I …

2019-10-05: Flying right by Manhattan and Brooklyn right now. I can see right into the parks. Damn I miss you so …

2019-10-05: Hahahahaha. There’s so much about this that’s funny. es.pn Kansas apologizes for Snoop Dogg’s …

2019-10-04: Watching the Braves playoff game. Makes me sad.

2019-10-04: Please let’s watch basketball soon. es.pn Lowe: NBA’s 30 teams rated from top title …

2019-10-03: Sigh. I’m so torn about what to do. I have a couple of birthday gifts for you and I want to give …

2019-10-02: I just keep waiting for the text or email or call. I love you so.

2019-10-02: I miss you. So much. es.pn NBA Power Rankings and breakout candidates for all 30 teams

2019-10-02: It all brings me to tears

2019-10-01: www.nytimes.com/2019/10/0…

2019-10-01: Embiid’s new hairstyle gets rave reviews

2019-09-30: www.projectcasting.com ‘Billions’ Season 5 New York City Open Casting Call

2019-09-30: Finally www.nytimes.com/2019/09/3…

2019-09-29: It makes me so sad to not hear from you. I understand why. It just makes me sad.

2019-09-29: es.pn Leach rips ‘fat, dumb, happy and entitled’ WSU players

2019-09-28: es.pn Virginia Tech has robot do pushups on scoring pays

2019-09-27: I’m just in tears right now. I miss you so much.

2019-09-27: I miss hearing your voice

2019-09-27: Another night where it is difficult to sleep. You’re just always on my mind. Sigh.

2019-09-25: There’s just one thing that needs to fall into place. I miss you.

2019-09-25: Busy day, culminating I’m back to school night. It went really well. I had a number of parents come …

2019-09-24: Been thinking about you all day. I got you a couple of small birthday gifts and resolved to leave …

2019-09-23: es.pn Lowe: Brooklyn Nets going gray for fresh new look

2019-09-23: And when I get home, I wish I were getting dinner started for us and pouring us beers as you change …

2019-09-23: The first thing I do when I wake up is check my phone for a text or email from you. The day it …

2019-09-22: This is really hard :(

2019-09-21:

2019-09-20: I feel you so close, but it seems an insurmountable distance. I want to see your eyes light up at …

2019-09-19: I really wish I could see you this weekend. I’ll just be mopey and stay inside, hoping you’ll ask me …

2019-09-18: I miss waking up and having you there. It’s a comfort—like many— that we haven’t had regularly for a …

2019-09-17: Sigh. Lion, but patience and fortitude don’t fit and the should. Just apt. I miss you.

2019-09-16: Gosh I miss you www.youtube.com/watch

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2019-09-16: theboot.com/ketch-sec…

2019-09-16: I keep hoping to hear from you about this weekend. It’s like everything. I know you won’t but I hope …

2019-09-15: There’s like one night in three where I just can’t sleep very well. I can’t go to sleep, or I wake …

2019-09-15: Still, for you. Always.

2019-09-14: I love you. I wish we were together right now. Sitting on the couch. You working. TV on. Sharing …

2019-09-14: Everything triggers. I miss you so.

2019-09-14: Apartment hunting today. It’d be nice to being doing it together. I just miss you so much.

2019-09-13: You once thanked me for fighting for us. It was such a sweet moment. I’m going to keep fighting for …

2019-09-12: I miss you. So much. I’m always hoping to hear from you. Whatever news. Just your voice. Anything. I …

2019-09-12: My meeting went well. Rich is a great guy and is behind what I’m doing and how I’m doing it 100%. …

2019-09-12: My first meeting with the head today. I sure could use your advice and reassurance and partnership.

2019-09-11: Thought you would enjoy this: es.pn/2ZOYrge

2019-09-10: I’d drive to New York every day to have dinner with you. I want to spend every weekend with you. I …

2019-09-10: www.espn.com/video/cli…

2019-09-10: It is so hard for me not to reach out to you. I’m sorry. I’m really struggling with all of this and …

2019-09-09: Another night, another wrench without my Julie.

2019-09-09: I burnt the bacon this morning (though, no fires with Oswald). You would have glared at me so hard. …

2019-09-08: Wish we were enjoying this together.

2019-09-08: I’m so emotionally drained from yesterday. Not sure how the day impacted you at all. I don’t know …

2019-09-07: Not unexpected, but it seems like this trip is only going to net me two, superb oat milk lattes, a …

2019-09-07: I’m just sitting on a bench in front of the natural history museum crying behind my sunglasses. It’s …

2019-09-07: I hope you’re sleeping soundly in your bed. And that you enjoy this beautiful day. And that your …

2019-09-07: I know you won’t come and see me and I know it’s not because of anything other than your hurt and …

2019-09-07: I’ve been here for a half hour and I already feel like I’ve seen you ten times. Just corners of my …

2019-09-06: Every time I catch myself doing this or spilling toothpaste on myself or even just brushing and …

2019-09-05: An interesting read I thought you’d enjoy and maybe find useful. Not much in the way of citation, …

2019-09-04: See. You’d be proud.

2019-09-04: My suit came today and all I want to do is show it off for you and to get all dressed up and go out …

2019-09-03: Another day without hearing from you. I know why. And I want you to be better. And I know I won’t …

2019-09-03: This made me think of you. www.engadget.com/2019/09/0…

2019-09-02: Traces of you. Every day.

2019-09-02: You’re surely asleep. All I want is to nestle in to you and tell you I love you and wish you …

2019-09-02: I’ve spent all weekend checking my email, even though I know you won’t respond. I still hope. I love …

2019-09-02: I hurt. I hurt so much. I know you are hurting, too. It just hurts extra that we can’t hurt …

2019-09-02: A Monday that feels like a Sunday. Great. It’s been a great effing day.

2019-09-01: Dessert chocolate and I’m in tears. I miss you so so much.

2019-09-01: Sundays… I miss you all the time, but I miss you so acutely on Sundays. I hope so desperately …

2019-08-31: Needed your help today picking out new glasses. Sigh. I miss you so much. There’s a rumble right …

2019-08-31: Another moment was he line of people taking selfies in Love Park

2019-08-31: Just had an absolutely horrific experience. I decided to take the train into the city for my …

2019-08-30: I miss your fingers in my hair.

2019-08-29: Turns out that the summer reading book I got randomly assigned was Station 11. Gosh I miss you.

2019-08-28: It is amazing how far I feel from you. It makes me so sad.

2019-08-28: I think about you every time I get dressed— would Julie shake her head at me? I think about you when …

2019-08-27: I’d love to share so much with you. This place feels like such a great fit so far. My experience at …

2019-08-27: I’m making plans to come to NYC the Saturday after Labor Day. I’ll drive my car to Newark, take the …

2019-08-26: I don’t think there will ever be a time when I don’t cry when a Lumineers song comes on. Like right …

2019-08-26: I don’t think there will be a morning when I won’t wake up and immediately look for a message from …

2019-08-25: Hard day. Sunday. Sunday morning playlist. Ignoring the puzzle because I’d rather do it with you. …

2019-08-24: Today was a big day for getting unpacked and settled. It was also a million papercuts. I’m reminded …

2019-08-23: Things like this make my eyes leak. I’m in downtown Philadelphia this morning to get fitted for a …

2019-08-22: I miss the way you smile at me when you see me for the first time in a while. I miss sweaty …

2019-08-22: I’m in a really interesting PD session right now and I just want to share and go back and forth with …

2019-08-21: Gah. And the happy couples.

2019-08-21: It’s raining and I’m doing an IKEA run and I’d love for you to be here so we could do these things …

2019-08-21: Today was the end of formal new faculty stuff. There’s an external diversity training tomorrow. All …

2019-08-20: There’s a Carl clone that works in the library. Seems like an upgrade, but the mannerisms and …

2019-08-20: Bradley Cooper is a GA alumnus and occasionally visits campus.

2019-08-18: Arrived in Pennsylvania today. One more step closer. And, of course, Thinking Out Loud is on the …

2019-08-18: I’m only one long day away, or two shorter days. It’s kind of exciting, but everything feels …

2019-08-17: I miss you. I miss talking with you. I miss seeing you. I miss traveling with. I miss touching you, …

2019-08-16: At a really cool brewery in Cheyenne right now— pour your own beers— and all I want to do is to be …

2019-08-15: It’s been hard to do all of this so completely cut off from you. Everything hurts and I have no one …

2019-08-15: All packed and loaded. My journey east begins early tomorrow morning. Hoping for breakfast in Reno, …

2019-08-14: Ed Sheeran still wakes me up in the morning. This morning it hit me hard. I love you. I miss you.

2019-08-13: Just finished closing Nueva stuff down. Everyone is excited for me. One more step.

2019-08-12: Left Grandma, Gerrie, and Sebastopol today. It was sad, but I know, and they know, I’ll be back …

2019-08-11: Took grandma to her first dinner out since her fall. It’s nice that she’s back to much of her former …

2019-08-11: Sunday morning playlist and crossword. And tears. Lots of silent tears.

2019-08-11: I hate this. I hate it so much. Even in our worst stretches of communication I found comfort in even …

2019-08-10: I am constantly checking my email for something from you. I don’t think that will ever abate.

2019-08-10: Got my haircut today. Just another in the myriad ways you impact my life still. I want to look and …

2019-08-10: I spent a lot of time working on photos today. I saw your face and our adventures so much. It hurts. …

2019-08-10: While she was getting her hair cut, I went to get fish and chips, by request. So good. We passed it …

2019-08-10: Took Grandma to get her hair cut today. It was a fun little outing and good to see her so mobile …

2019-08-10: I’m at Crooked Goat waiting to pick up food for dinner with Gerrie and Grandma tonight. UFC is on …